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Love The Sinner

by Didi Fever

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1.
Adam 04:06
my mother should have named me Adam my sins are the sins of every man my mother should have named me Adam taking what i want just ‘cause i can my mother should have named me Leah tears always staining my eyes red my mother should have named me Leah so i could have prepared for what lay ahead my mother should have named me Moses i see the signs but i can’t understand my mother should have named me Moses ‘cause i’ll never make it to that promised land my mother should have named me Leah destined to come in second best my mother should have named me Leah always bargaining my way into your bed my mother should have named me Adam shame will always kill my fear of god my mother should have named me Adam so i could have prepared for the fall
2.
how hard is it for you to understand i only loved you 'cause i hated my dad? and my daddy said he'd shoot you twice in the head but i think i'm gonna beat him to the task you've been running from the law for so long but of course you're the victim and you've done no wrong ironic symbolism is only the beginning this is your lullaby song happy, happy deathday your suffering is through close your eyes, make a wish happy deathday to you how hard is it for you to confess that i'm a child and you're a psycho mess? you never had a daughter, so you found one and you caught her but lolita is a lioness so obsessed with your own demise well revenge is best served with a colt 45 my daddy is paying, so i'm done waiting good-bye my love, good-bye happy, happy deathday your suffering is through close your eyes, make a wish happy deathday to you you had your dream come true well i'm entitled to dreams, too (didn't you?) and you can dream of me forever (didn't you?) 'cause you're not waking up anytime soon happy, happy deathday your suffering is through close your eyes, make a wish happy deathday to you oh, happy deathday to you
3.
Horses 04:48
i’ve been lying awake for hours tasting sugar cubes on my pillow when i was young, i was sure of one thing tales of horses covered my bookshelf there is nothing on earth like riding early autumn, blue flame mountain i lift my face to the sky and shake out my mane say good-bye to the ground underneath me you are wild and free wild and free wild and free i have been with some expert wranglers fear and cruelty give gifts of bad habits she is nobody’s steed, no prize-winning breed my hand felt the warmth of her heartbeat i’ve been lying to myself for years now pills and traffic, banks and tv that is no life for me, i was born without shoes it’s time to release me you are wild and free wild and free wild and free
4.
i invited each person i knew i hung up lightning bolt balloons i spent a hundred bucks on booze just so you would know i was cool at nine you walked into the door took off your shoes and said "hello" then spent the whole night on your phone oh, who could you be talking to? and there's a lot of things that could be said here but i think they can wait 'til we are dead, dear 'cause we are parallel lines we sang duets at the local bar pretended we were broadway stars i always sang the lover's part what else am i supposed to do? if this were 1894 i'd ask for you to sit and pose i'd paint the afternoon in rose and still i'd never capture you and there's a lot of things that could be said here but i think they can wait 'til we are dead, dear 'cause we are parallel lines
5.
Lost 03:46
follow me, my lost child you have seen too many hearts broken in these woods, dark and deep what you lost, what you seek to open the belly of the beast the curse to be released soft among the carrion home is just another word unspoken now they rise, now we fall through your eyes, i see it all awoken the belly of the beast the hunger is unleashed
6.
i’m looking for a summer romance, a real page-turner under any other circumstance, i’d be a tamer customer but mister librarian, with your glasses and your cardigan i’m thinking you should check me out when i return do you have any mysteries that i can work through? is the date you’re stamping on that sleeve the next time i can see you? ‘cause mister librarian, i feel a happy ending coming on and I’m thinking you should check me out when i return you hide behind those shelves all day you need a little paperback to come your way so skip ahead to page 102 where the hero’s main interest says “i love you” i’m looking for a summer romance, in fact i’m overdue and i’m thinking you should take a chance and crack the spine of something new so mister librarian, put my number in your system ‘cause I might just come and check you out when i return
7.
i know you like the music of the birds and the bees i know you wanna weep with the willow trees i know you think the subway’s filled with deadly disease i know you wanna run away but please, please, please stay in new york with me when i’m with you i never wanna go to sleep the east side, west side, uptown or down i don’t care as long you’re around stay in new york with me and if you grow tired of the pageantry the skyscrapers, traffic, and the car alarms your escape can be in my arms i know you have dreams of a country farm home i know when you get angry you want to be alone i know you wanna tangle with the thistles and thorns but the silent nights won’t keep away the cold, so stay in new york with me when i’m with you, i never wanna go to sleep what use have we for amber waves of grain when your golden smile can clear away the rain? oh stay in new york with me i’ll keep you safe and warm in a yellow taxi and if you feel nothing for parades and parks your escape can be in my arms i wanna dance with you underneath the sky on a dirty warehouse where the angels cry i wanna drown with you in a sea of light and a million heartbeats in the vertigo night stay in new york with me when i’m with you, i never wanna go to sleep the east side, west side, uptown or down i don’t care as long as you’re around stay in new york with me i’ll keep you safe and warm in a yellow taxi and if this little island’s too small for your heart your escape can be in my arms
8.
Golden Age 06:02
blackened pastures swept by your hand into patterns i can’t understand this master could only hold you so long and i’m past my prime, but numbers mean nothing when we have both run out of time trace the lines, as ten constellations come crashing down into our minds oh, how we dreamt of the greatness of newton and galileo oh, how all inspiration evaporates after you go eyes and fingers pointing and laughing, the universe cracking those facts and figures bringing you nearer to me my old friend, in the end, all those gods in their galleries watching our games of pretend should have aimed their lightning bolts at me the moment that i shook your hand oh, how we dreamt of the greatness of newton and galileo oh, how this devastation will follow wherever you go we will meet again, oh my oldest friend we’ll meet again, oh my only friend oh, how we dreamt of the greatness and damn the world if it should burn oh, how all hesitation disintegrates when you return
9.
Peter Pan 04:31
always had an escape plan, even when i was young ventured into the wardrobe leaving trails of bread crumbs now the memories are hazy through the looking glass but i drive myself crazy wondering how to get back 'cause i never learned the things that i know i should have keep making the same mistakes every chance i get i keep growing older, but i can't seem to grow up heaven knows i've tried we keep growing older, we can't seem to stop feeling like a child figurines of my heroes somehow followed me through the misty mountains of dates and degrees now no ruby red slippers can guide me home take me over the rainbow where i've always belonged 'cause i never could decide just what i wanted and i never figured out just who i am i keep growing older, but i can't seem to grow up heaven knows i've tried we keep growing older, we can't seem to stop feeling like a child they call me peter, peter pan living in never, neverland trapped in the page trapped in this age they call us peter, peter pan living in never, neverland trapped in the page trapped in this age i keep growing older, but i can't seem to grow up heaven knows i've tried we keep growing older, we can't seem to stop feeling like a child
10.
Into The Sun 04:38
please tell me who and when and why where did you learn how to survive? you’ve got an anchor for a heart you see the stars in every chart i only see the dark but to behold your presence when the day is done is like staring directly into the sun yes, to behold your presence when the dreams are gone is like staring directly into the sun directly into the sun please tell me how you tamed the fates each page you touch illuminates you’ve got a compass for a soul magnetic fields will lead me home to peace i’ve never known ‘cause to behold your presence when the night is young is like staring directly into the sun yes, to behold your presence when the chains have won is like staring directly into the sun directly into the sun i’m going blind, but i don’t mind i hear your thoughts across the crowded room every time i’m going blind, but i don’t mind because your heartbeat in the dark will be my guide open up my eyes ‘cause to behold your presence when the years grow long is like staring directly into the sun and all my life i’ve waited for the day to dawn so i’ll keep staring directly into the sun directly into the sun

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released December 16, 2018

All songs written and performed by Didi Fever

Production - Rob Chaseman and Didi Fever
Recording & Mixing - Rob Chaseman
Drums - George Mickel
Bass - Matt Brandau
Guitar - Jason Green
Organ - Michael "Poz" Pozzapon
Piano - Didi Fever
Violin - Noah Wolf
Cello - Tiago Neto
Stylophone - Rob Chaseman
Additional Vocals - The Brooklyn Ladies' Choir
Additional Editing - Michael Bihovsky
Mastering - Jordan Richardson

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Didi Fever Montclair, New Jersey

Didi Fever is a multi-genre singer-songwriter who loves to tell stories and get personal. Their first full-length album was released in 2018.

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